Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #1,420
Peak in subgenre #641
Author
Justa Nobody/ Anno Domini Beats
Rights
Justa Nobody
Uploaded
March 18, 2005
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.9 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
This song was written after an incident i had in school, some really bad trippin/flashbacks, and some anger/saddness.
Lyrics
The End
The world is spinning and I keep grabbing on
To anything I can find and I’m humming this song
Just to keep me conscience
I’m dropping to the ground
Out my bag falls another pound
I’m like just kick me down
Mr. Officer cuz they gon find me out
My friends are calling but there’s no one around
And I can see it now when I’m found
My face green and vomit around my mouth
Faces all around I’m trying to head south
And I crack up thinking that cuz south and mouth
Is kinda Hahaha
Damn I think I’m gonna die
And I wonder why the sky is so dark
Maybe it’s cuz I’m in a building
And there goes the last exit mark
Can’t turn around my body just won’t let me
I’m thirsty but this blood running down my face is giving me plenty
Reason to just wanna scream
My eyes rolling back into my skull tell me this is another dream
Chorus:
Looking around
Nothing seems familiar
But I’ve been here before
I see myself in the mirror
But it’s only a window
I’m shattering
My life is just tattering
I’m falling
I’m falling down
Is this the end?
So who can give me some bud?
Who can hold me up?
Who’s gonna tell on me
And who’s gonna just walk by like whaddup
Stuck
In between my own world and reality
Outside the sidewalks hittin on me
And man I can’t fight back
Take my face I don’t care anymore
Smack
It doesn’t even hurt anymore is that bad
It’s all fading
The daily races, my memory places
Childhood, nightmares I’ve had that haunt me
Money problems that be bothering me
Loses I’ve been wallowing
Calling me is no one yet I feel I’m losing touch
Oh my god someone just pull me up
I’ve been lying here for ages
Watching all of them turn to wrinkly faces
And decaying
While they’re still walking around
Why can’t anyone see me?
Why can’t I be found?
Maybe being down is keeping me from aging
Maybe these drugs are like hazing over any regular life
Giving me a chance to live different
F*** it just give me a knife
Man they’re all getting closer
And I feel like I’m staring into the jaws of a cobra
I gotta be sober, by now right
It’s been eternity but the sky still hasn’t turned to night
I’m like watching it all through someone else’s eyes
And it gets to the point that when I see my own face
Walking by I ain’t surprised
Cries pierce the night and all I see is stars
Like a Hollywood movie, hey I must’ve made it far
Falling, down some cartoon like cliff
After the coyote dude ran off with my last spliff
Now I just drift
In and out listening to my heart beat
Waiting for it to stop
Like tick, tick tock Cinderella you missed your moment
Gasp, gasp breathe Hey chuckie I stole your tokens
Words pumping out random sentences like I been smoking
Floating into my mind
And this time I know it
My senses are slowing
Chorus
When will I wake up
It’s matter of time before I realize
I’m seeing this through my own eyes
The only part of the story that was a dream
Was the lil guy
Right in the beginning
Cuz momma don’t like me
She wouldn’t come if someone was killin
Me
Instilling fear in me is my own self
These drugs don’t do it alone they only help
To make me feel something I’ve felt
To keep me living after the belt
Smacking me in the face
I’m too slow to run this race
Man I’m two faced
I’m a disgrace
And I realize now I’m gonna die
The rooms spinning im running into the walls
Justa wake up you’re in the schools halls
Run into the bathroom stall and let my wrists drip into the
Toliet
And pass out my face against the floor haven’t somewhere
You’ve seen this before?
